I’ve been thinking a lot lately.
Thinking ahead. Picturing out how things may play out in the end.
I looked at you and sort of calculated the probability of you falling in love with me. That sort of made me look at myself.
but instead of picturing us, I only saw me.
And How I don’t love myself.
Maybe I do love myself but the thing that bothers me is
I don’t have concerns for myself.
That teared me up
Because I had no visions of who I want to be,
but realizing how unconcern I am of myself
I decided to find the best of me.
At balang araw maaring malaman mo na
Isang bagay nasabi ko sayo noon nang ‘di sinasadya
Sa paglipas ng oras, ng araw ng buwan.
Ang nasimulan ay magkakaroon na ng katupsan.
Kung sakali balang araw ay malimutan mo na
Ako sayo’y walang sawang magpapaalala
Sa Diyos ang tanging hiling
Ikaw sana’y laging makapiling.
How I wish I could say that I
Hate you and don’t
Miss you. You make me so
Mad. I do not know how to be
happy. I want to be
away from you.
I feel terrible things.
I love the idea of you
disappearing completely in my life and never be
near me again.
I will no longer
again. that will make me happy.:)
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